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conflict

Why do i put up this fight?
Why do i still write?
Man i don’t know
I’m just trying to grow
Up and learn how to fight
Just to see the light
I’m just trying to be myself
Yes i do need some help
I try to be all that the world needs
But is there anyone who heeds
My call of distress
As i lay there stressed
Like seriously,
What is normality
For all i can remember i’ve been sad
Despite the good fortunes that i’ve had
But now,  i don’t even have the energy
To do anything, the world i see
Ain’t half bad
So i should be glad
But despite knowing everything
I can’t adapt, i’m just a human being
Dead inside
Opened wide
By the battle between what i know
And what i feel yet i continue to grow
Inside the conflict...
-yakaa: jujaan

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