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yea we had fun in the sun and in the rain your body that went thtough such strain held on so strong but what's wrong with you, why are you so sad?? just remember the fun we had and smile, don'w frown you will always wear a crown in my heart and even though that feeling's gone apart from my heart you are still there in some corner but you'r sad eyes will haunt me and taunt me for some time to come but you had to go but hey ho! we will meet again my once crush, so called hope #esperanza -yakaa: jujaa: (distanced meet. we met after some 2 or 3 months and we had great fun in the sun. actually a group of us went to visit some place. i talked to her in a good and satisfying [for me and her as well] way after 2 years and just before she left i could see that she was sad. it was heart breaking)

i wish i knew what ails you but right now i don't know what to do i know that you love me too bvut here's a dilema i don;t know what ails you how i wish that you'd be problem free like an old tree that has no problems that just hums to the wind but as i write my confidence dwindles oh how i wish that i could solve everything that ails you, you have a strong resolve to face everything above but as we remain contactless i wish that i could kiss you and come to the other side and give you a part of my life despite the fact that we are connected and despite the fact that i believe everything you've said i'm worried my image's blurred thats why i saay that i love you wish that you'd come back to me soon that you're the grestest boon anyone's ever given me #promise -yakaa: jujaa: (fb deactivation days)

i was just killing time at the street looking at girls, talking to kids when i saw her walk by me i know we'd been close but who was she? i couldn't remember but her curls felt nostalgic like some magic had been created to make me forget her and our moments together, enough said about me, lets go back to her its like i could almost remember those times that we'd been close hell i even remember her words "i will be your pinch_of_hope i will be there to lift you up when you wanna han from a rope i will never be out of your sight i will be there for you, from your the brightest day to your blackest night she said those things but that's all i have in my mind, shit i can't even call her cause i don't even remember her number well i do but the one i have is out of order it was just a glimpse of her that made me almost remember the past that i had forgotten #pinch_of_hope -yakaa: jujaa: (sight at mangalbazar. i saw a random person who kinda reminder of somethin...

i know thats its only a nightmare but thats all i do; care so much that i stare into nothingness and return to my lair of dreams, oh wait! it's a nightmare and in that nightmare i saw tear yes a teardeop from her eyes well its bot like i despise tears but i can't see them in her eyes, but its all the same for everybody i can't see it cause it breaks me bit by bit from the inside so i hide them in my case and i have to share them and kill my emotions inside so all i do is lie to myself but enough about me lets talk about her i lover her so much that i'd die to stop those tears and even though it was in my nightmare it killed me #promise -yakaa: jujaa: (although it was only a night mare...it shook me to the core. i don't ever wanna see such night mares again. but then again, i did have a nightmare. i wonder what that was all about. maybe its because of my fear of loosing her...)