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I’ve killed them a millions of times And i’ve whined Too much just cause i killed them Things are not the same Times have changed Too late to mend Now cause i’m not a kid anymore Thousands of them killed Just to develop some skills. I got up when i wanted to sleep Stayed when i wanted to leave Left when i wanted to stay Painted when i wanted to sprey Sketched when i wanted to paint Borrowed when i wanted to lend And lend when i wanted to take Just for the sake Of someone else Just to help An elf Develop their skills And develop the power of will I always was a dwarf Controlling his barf A brute, an inferior Strong on the outside but on the interior??? It’s all messed up And i just have to stop Killing them My dreams... -yakaa: jujaan

Sukeko paat jhareko jhai Antim saas lie manchhe mareko jhai Dhalna thale ma pani Mera bachha haru lai maaf pau bhani Ti bachhaa haru jasle malai ghar banaeko thiye Tara aafnai bachha harule mero jyan liye Ti bachha haru jaslai ma manchhe bhanchhu Ti bachha haru jaslai ma sarbottam prani ganchhu Dhaalna thale mera daju bhai lai Prakriti haru sab khaye Afno swartha ko lagi Ajha auchhan mai kaha devi deuta bhaagi Dhowsta banaye prakriti Failaaye bikriti Ani ayo badhi pahiro Dubna thaale sochma gahiro Tara ajhai antim mauka dina chahanchhu Galti sudhaarne mauka chha tyo chahi manchhu Bharkhar naabalak chhan tini haru Tara chhaina malai marnu Tiniharu ko haat baata Ma rookh... -yakaa: jujaan

“just a cut It won’t hurt If just one goes off” He said but it’s time to stop Too many gone And too many have lost their home. Who you say? Those who lay Eggs and keep your insects at bay So you may Have guessed it Yea that obe too, the one who just bit You too ans left a red mark And they say again “oh! Hark”. You think i’m talking about humans here? I mean humans are the ones who destroyed their lair And as you give me a stare Down you wouldn’t want to go there The place where i’d been But a few years ago you’d have seen All those tall trees The one who swinged with the breeze But it’s all upturned now And yet you ask how? It’s your fault And you need to hault Cutting them down Cause the frown That those creatures give When you slip A saw between their home, That’d curse you and soon you’ll be left all alone With no scene of nature... -yakaa: jujaan

Aometimes i can’t express My excel- Ing emotions, i can’t speak My peak- Ing emotions I’m just left emotionless I try to express them Through words, though not the same Cause they are written And not smitten By expressions I’m just left expressionless Although i write in poetris And unseen stories They hold the most truth The hold the most brute Strength I’m just left breathless Every word i write Every vocal expression i despise And despite not showing any reaction If someone shows attraction Towards me I’m just left speechless Cause i know how damaged i am I’m insane but bam! If someone still cares for me I’ll see That they are cared for in return -yakaa: jujaan

dodhaarma chha kina ho aja? yaad airako chha sabko yo sajha halka matra bahakina pugeko thiye halka matra ramauna pugeko thiye tara feri tyehi puge sayad yestai po ho ki jindagi??? dherai khoje bhulna unlai yaad yeti diyo ki pugyo saat juni lai halka matra bhulna pugeko thiye halka matra jhulna pugeko thiye tara feri tyehi puge sayad yestai po ho ki jindagi??? sambandha ta tuti shakyo naata hamro futi shakyo halka matra hsna pugeko thiye halka matra sambandha gasna pugeko thiye tara feri tyehi puge sayad yahi ho maya??? manchhu gahiro chhaina tyo maya pahila jastai tara bikdaina jati chha tyeti maya sastai halka matra baliyo banna pugeko thiye halka matrai drid banna pugeko thiye tara feri tyehi puge sayad kasaiko pida dekhna sakdina hola.... #promise #pinch_of_hope -yakaa: jujaan

Ok! so here i go again Rambling about the same Old shits again Cause i’m on the verge of going insane Cause i feel like i’m being deleted From everybody’s mind, depleted From existance My battle stance With loneliness has improved But the root Of that loneliness hasn’t been deleted Yet, all those pleas that i’d pleaded Left unheard like a prayer unprayed With this enough said But those feelings won’t go away Those feelings of being erased From a dear’s mind #khyampwa #nununu #dhowmpwa #promise #iku_iku #tapakhwa #esperanza #motu #maate #lallu -yakaa: jujaan