unsure of what i am wether reality is just a scam of my mind; an illusion and I'm living in a delusion or is the reality this chaotic that most people are just a sick bunch of neurons trying desperately to just survive working together just to support life and i found beauty in simplicity beauty in naivety and in this sea of atrocity I exist: numb and emotional a paradox and hypocritical a manic of an existance nothing more than a coctail of chemical substance streaming shitty thoughts of the people I've lost of those internal battles fought of the rare happinesd once sought yea! I must be delusional so who is me by default? a lover? a cool kid or just a fool FUCK! My sanity is about to slip forever into the Erebus pit bit I'll hold on to it as long as I can still this will be my last stand -yakaa: jujaan