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I thought i had vanished, My existance famished From not getting enough attention, Gone! My mind that’s lost its home But she came to my rescue She gave me a reason to do My best and gave me a reason to strive for And gave me a reason to make a goal And run towards it And I AM doing it bit by bit And i came to know that atleast she Has me In the back of my mind Cause she acted kind To me, she included me in her dreams The ones that screams For help And me myself Is her saviour The one that savors The life by eating her pains The ones that stains The apron by killing her distress I am the one who stresses Thinking of her strain She has me riding this train Of success with her And i am thankful to her for Including me in her mind The only place where i find Peace... #batman (c is the only person who includes me in her dreams... and among those few who thinks of me as something else than a burden) -yakaa: jujaan

Ok! Lemme be honest here Despite giving those silent stares Of love to the loved ones I can’t help but frown Cause i always feel ignored They won’t notice me even if i roared I’m always the one who’s considered last Despite going as fast As i can to help them if they ever need me But i’m satisfied just to be Included even if i am the last one In their mind but i say i’m done But not done,  cause i need them Just to feel the same Thing every freaking time Just so that i can whine About my feelings to them Which may be seen as a lame Excuse to keep friends But that’s the only excuse i have hence I put up with the shits just like they have put up with mine But one day i will shine And they will put me first And they will burst Up with tears Andd i won’t be the last to know Everything... -yakaa: jujaan