extra dark coffee

None and gone all i feel is that like i've spat on to the rock and i need to stop doing that feeling that wait...do i even feel at all??? No! not even when i call my deepest demons who has made my heart it's home but i do feel some remorse over those few events that happened over a course of a long time and i do sometimes whine over my past one that had some dark and bright day but hey!!! i also smile like a wild goose over those happy moments but as of mostly my emotions gone gone from my heart and yea i may not be smart but enough to tell when it's going bad and as i walk clad in my hoodie with a coffee smoothie that's bitter i hear the titter-tatter of raindrops and the rustling crops in the nearby feild but i can't feel anything in-spite of being a human being but in those rare moments that i feel i have to steel my heart from feeling too much #promise (the only person who can make me feel deeply despite of not being in my l

the filthy crowd in the street and I am the only freak having streak of attacks and counting every leaf that falls from every branch and i dance to the music in my earphones desperately trying to go to my home but i can't and i dance again to the numbing feelings trying to remember the person i zinged with trying to call them so that things will go the same way i want them to i feel like caged in the zoo too much people and no escape the sanity has left but i can't cause i have plans -yakaa:jujaa

Children shouting In a crowded Place shrowded In mystery, rowdy Guy riding a bike Some tourists going for a hike I can hear ‘em all Even a liny leaf that’s taking a fall Or a vine creeping up the wall I can hear them And can put them frame by frane And yet m not listening To any of it even when i can hear a faint ding-dong In a distant house Or a mouse M speaking But i can’t hear my own words I can hear them all but nothing reaches my ear -yakaa: jujaa