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i always have this voice that says noice you screwed up again you proved that you are insane and sometimes i agree with her cause that voice showed me color when all i could see was in greyscale when all i could do was fail and dig up my own grave when i stepped on my own tail yet it's not like i want that voice but i have it; not a choice for that voice is my heart talking to me, holding me up when i"m falling apart and i know that you have one too not just one but two voice; one being your heart and other mind one cruel and other kind but if you don't have that don't worry you'll find one soon, just don't whine about it cause it WILL tear you up like shit but once you grow used to them your life will never be the same for you'll never be ALONE AGAIN... #roy_de_scuro #criss_walker #obscure_halo (voila!!! i don't just have two voice o=in my head but three) -yakaa: jujaa

i am okey but i am just joking time is stopping my mind is hopping bit i fee it's normal I'd rather stay messy than formal they say it's not okay but it's my stronghold and i don't find them okay when they say Okey-dokey i do hate cookie i love looking at the same old things but they don't even like my existence and i know that it's just fine cause the way i see things is mine own way of normality and i won't force anyone to see things my way; just let it be cause everyone has their own version of normality #roy -yakaa: jujaa

I keep it hidden from the world the unwritten words sealed inside a bottle I write them and throw them away each and every day and then a voice speaks to me telling me about the agony that I keep ignoring, agony that I keep on storing but it explodes from time to time but I don’t whine about it even though it tears me apart bit by bit it’s all written in that piece of paper thrown into the sea enclosed within a bottle rushing along the waves at full throttle it seems harmless just because the papers encased but it’s no less than a bomb ready to explode and swamp the reader full of anger and agony cause that paper’s where I put my misery for that paper is all I have -yakaa: jujaa

Haraeko manchhe hu ma chahanthe aakash chuna chahanthe sansaar ghumna chahanthe jun lai chumna tara aafaima haraera gayeko chhu kasari aafaima mareko hu? aruko akhama kjohdai chhu afno pahichaan thahachha ekdin janu chha chihaan thahachha ekdin biloin hunu chha ekdin feri maato chumnu chha tara ma ko hu? aafulai khojna ma k garu? aafnu thau aruo jindagima khojiraheko chhu| ho aru bhanda bhindai chhu ma tyesaile sochdai chhu tyesaile khojdai chhu aafno astitwa… -yakaa: jujaa