*snap* i snapped out i looked around but had a doubt is this real or just a thought this feeling of happiness that i have got the happiness i once lost the happiness i desperately sought for my entire life happiness once fed to hornets hive the doubt: i'm delirious the doubt: my mind's a mush so i am not sure if this is just a lure a lure to lure me into abyss again a lure to make me more insane but I do feel happy not much but a bit more chatty cuz for the first time in a long time I have stopped to whine and cry about the shits and despite being almost out of medikits to heal my mind Ifeel a kind aura surrounding my soul and although that ghoul that sucks the light dry still stares yes! Ican feel it's presence-it's still there but for now, I'm totally shielded and now i have a two hilted sword for my self defence and hence I can face forward and my vision is sharp than ever before and i can remember who bore and tore the ground
collection of lyrical poetry that reflects my psychological journey that everyone might face at least once in their lifetime.