always in the back of my mind you're always staring behind me unable to see my hind emotions which unwinds as soon as i see you but i see you in RGB not in grayscale clad in a chain-mail Armour carrying the almighty excallibur blade to revive the emotions that laid dead in my heart yea i know you're hurt so please let me try to hold you up please just stop with all those waste thoughts the thoughts that once caught me offgaurd and made me drown i can't see you frown please just stop having your expectations high or you'll never fly or rise to the sky i want to see you at the top of the mountain even if it stains our relationship i am after all a blip of light, forgotten quikly but to me you'll always remain a gold piece and i will always restrain myself from feeling too much when you're around #promise(some of the lines are for her. it's your job to figure out which ones. some of the lines overlap my feelings towards her an
collection of lyrical poetry that reflects my psychological journey that everyone might face at least once in their lifetime.