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a pic a click with her and another day spent fully  don't wanna be bullied wanna make a few of them happy not crappy wanna get rid of my own emotional instability, wanna find a home taste the dew a few more crew added, eating chicken stew wanna get wet with rain, not sweat with her and her curls just one more day wanna lay in bed talking instead of doing anything else just caressing her face wanna get rid of those voices in my head and make strong choices wanna get free from this delinquency not big ones just a small kiss and there's all my wish #promise -yakaa: jujaa

i have a ton of stuff to do so what? boo hoo i don't wanna do   them and i'll just let them pile on tiill the time is gone i know that i'll gain nothing from doing nothing and i just wanna end it cause this will to do nothing is tearing me every bit of hope cause i just wanna sit and do nothing please somebody save me from this delinquency  -yakaa: jujaa

everything's so heavy it's too much to carry the load of all these emotions and all the frustrations it's normal one time and everything looks fine but suddenly everything's on no forms but all the emotions  that are kept hidden gushes out and overwhelmes me and i can't see anything clearly it's too much for me but it's written in the sands of dee a pain only for this body no wait! it's for my mind i just gotta brac myself till i unwind it's the same thing  day in and day out, i can't feel anyting and that leads to sadness the kiss  of emptyness no emotions in me no quantity no nothing a waste of life, but i'm living with a pain that doesn;t heal with the seal of numb i've cut my thimb many times just to feel the real deal of pain no it ain't me that wasn't my doing no i wasn;t toying with ya'll i have no such goal to mess with anybody and especially that shawty girl that i like wai

people see down people often frown and often wear a crown of happiness; a round  smiley face  but like an untied shoe lace they always have something to regret something that they can never forget it is often said that threr's a place where all the demons are laid to rest and they desperately claw  scratch, dig deep down into their own flaw and pull back as hard as they can abck to the place where all the emotions are banned where they must dig deep and sweep the floor of any and all ray of hope yea when they've reached that place they'll be one tough person to face and from the darkness of that well they will rise and swell up to the skies that is if they can stop the lies that they've been telling themselves that they are a worthless piece of trash once they've cleared that lie they can tie themselve sto that faint ray of hope people are stronger than the strong- est rope ever built by anything both seen and unseen forces and then t