extra dark coffee

i know a dark night is today oh! look how quietly you lay on a wooden chair tied by Led about to be dead by being fed to flies after I chop off your head oh! look how beautifully you scream never would you have dreamed that you'll be in a flim wached on the screens of those psychos like me those who want to see a dying body those who likes the screams but back to me wanna know how I came to be??? well it's easy was damn well bullied when I was a kid was forced to eat the road side dogs shit and drink my own puke and forced to duke it out with the wall best by a guy so fat but used to it: alcoholic dad a mom so sad and almost near mad yet I survived bit I dived too deep without emotions cuz of those shitty runs from the cops cause I stole some cough drops it became a high of sorts hiding, killing, trying to force the cops to find me my own version of hide n seek what??? tired already??? just hold steady while I slit your throat and cover