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He is sad beyond measure yet he creates memory that he can treasure. he has a few friends he can call his own but despite that he feels all alone, some broken ships too hard to mend… some attacks too hard to fend- off and some messages too broken to send he is happy sad hence cause everything is going smoothly for him yet he thinks a lot in dim lights at night alone in his room talking to a broom as if that broom is a person in and on itself he is dying, he needs some help cause he has too many feelings bottled up inside bad thing is that he can’t even cry to let them out, those feelings, and let a touch of healing hand touch him and fix those broken emotions of his and he is desperately waiting for a moment of bliss a moment of peace… #promise #pinch_of_hope #chi_chu #iku_iku #khyampwa #dhowmpwa #PAD #batman #P_L #awari #nununu #tox -yakaa_jujaan

Well let’s be honest who among us hasn’t sat on a nest made up of thorns and sat on a raging bull’s horn and just like us she sat on one too just a different one the one where ones self respect is gone but that was once, now she is as strong as strong can be yet she lets me see her in tears she told me about her fears and being who I am I tried to make her smile, I lied some white lies just for them smiles but she…well they let me see their sea Of emotions and I hope that I can be there for them #batman (our beginning) #awari ( yup that was not the first time that happened. But hey!!! I cheered u up didn’t i? hope that we can be better friends, a kind of friends that we missed out being four years back. ) -yakaa_jujaan

Ok so one star got lost in the gust of the wind, so what? one heart got broken so what? Right? one leaf fell from the height where a thousand leaves lived one leaf that believed that everything’s gonna be alright one leaf that was fight- ing with all of its might just to hang on to its life, it fell down one more chair frown- ing cause it’s owner died so what? Right? who cared if one candle gets extinguished, too much to handle for me, not me me but me as in me who is closest to that candle the one who closely guards that lantern it hurts to be that me the pain only she can see cause that lantern’s name you see is etched in the sands of dee and even the river of time can’t remove that name, like a lost dime that forever stays in a child’s heart and tears it apart until the child dies and an adult is born; filled with lies that other adult placed on her one empty chair on the kitchen isn’t worth about bitching or is it??? -yakaa jujaan