extra dark coffee

i don't wanna admit this but right now, i feel like shit and i'm being torn down bit by bit cause i finally admit that there's nothing else but me being careless i've always said that i've laid my demons to rest but now that's not the case cause the problem is me that's what i've realised, to see my issues and all those things are the core of my troubles and now that's so clear like gazing through hubble telescope so now i'll change all of my strange ways and be a better person and save my only home that's my resolution and i will be my own solution and save all of my loved ones from me #promise -yakaa: jujaa (i am the architect of my own destruction....)

i'm weak, weaker than the most but the one thing i have is hope and the will to fight for what's right but now i need rest from my self, i'm my own pest the battle inside my head is growing in the night it's sowing seeds of chaos which in the end goes to become a demon itself i'm loosing time, i have no help in this war against myself and yet i can't even yelp in pain cause no one knows what's going inside my head the medications that's said to help me has failed and my sanity's ship has long sailed and is going beyond my sight yet i fight but for now, i need rest good bye world for now but i vow to return again but for now let me submit to the pain of helplessness -yakaa: jujaa (i vomitted just before. the stress was too much for me. i will be back stronger but i need to rest...)