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i walk like a zombie in this stormy weather, no hunger, no pain nothing in this empty frame it's just the same thing every day and each night as i lay motionless in pain ok! i don't feel no pain but that no-pain is a pain in itself so such emptyness makes me feel pain to feel something, it's my aim but that aim feels light years away from my grasp so i sway to this wind of life no will to strive for anything, no will to do anything despite being a human being i walk like a zombie but that's just a normal human me fake assing every emotion hanging on to some people long gone searching for a home trying to be strong and feel something nomatter how painful it may be just to feel alive and see the world in color and not feel like a dead and walk in blurred  vision, thah is my life a blurred lahf-dead one -yakaa: jujaan

Well they fall Sometimes even when we stall Them but ylu are hurt aren’t you? You don’t know what to do So you just breakdown And that frown Turns into tears The one that smears Your eye shadows and liners Then again your sadness is not minor It is a heavy fall So much that you want to call A devil and make a deal with him For the pleasure that seems Worth the pain Your heart, sick and tired of the strain Your emotions, tired of being restrained But all of that is just a lame Excuse for that momentary relief... For that small belief That rainfall from the eyes will calm the storm But the clouds will again form And cloud the heart Till the pain tears it apart And the process repeats again and again Till you no longer remain sane But you get strong With each thunder storm And that’s the beauty of the rainfall That falls from those beautifull eyes.... #golden_eyes -yakaa: jujaan