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"i'm gonna destroy you and ruin everything you do" it says as i lay on bed at night with sleep nowhere in sight "just let me out and i'ma shout till your lungs explode you know i'll only grow the more you cage me" says my another personnality the one that destroys everything the one that's not a human being but a monster inside my head scarier than the one under my bed and so i fight with it loosing the battle bit by bit as my resolve wears out and as my judgement clouds the monster just grows stronger it's a wonder that i've kept it caged so long i guess i must be pretty strong myself but as i grow weak at night, it seeks to break the luck and mess the fuck out of my life but i will control it with all my might till my last ounce of energy fades... #caging_roy_day_4 -yakaa: jujaa:

Thought I had made a solid decision but this was an exception the reasons were solid like the lid of a water bottle racing at full throttle to its destination but I made discrimination with this one but the fear comes on another voice screams on what if you made the wrong one what if it was a mistake will you be willing to take the responsibility of the world that’s gonna get twirled and whirled with your this move well, it may disturb the groove it may disturb the truce that it had with all your other move and so I fear the lives of my dear ones with this move I made -Seul Voyageur (its actually a poem i wrote for a story. still pretty fitting to how i'm feeling right now. second guessing every move i'm making with a heavy feeling in my heart) -yakaa: jujaa: