No more will to fight  No more will to strive  For what i really care for  No more strength left in store  I’m all but drained  All those feeling restrained  Are comming back to me, what have i gained  By caging them?  By playing the stoic game  Nothing but being framed as a fool  I tried to look cool  But it backfired  But damn i’ve wired  Myself to play that game forever  I know thaat it’s not clever  Of me but what’s done is done  And it’s exhausting me, it ain’t no fun  But can i go back  And crack  Joke like a normal person?  No! That phase is long gone  I think that that game’s getting to me though  Cause i almost feel no more  Yet i feel drained as hell  Might as well yell  But i can’t even do that  Well i can but i can’t  So i choose to dance  In this auto-pilot mode  -yakaa: jujaan(back after a long time)      
collection of lyrical poetry that reflects my psychological journey that everyone might face at least once in their lifetime.