extra dark coffee

Saayad eklo huda sumyataa pyaro lagthiyo hola ra eklopanle maunata magthiyo tara jaba dekhi saath paye unko ujyalo kam lagna thalyo junko ho ajhai kura garchhu junsanga sunauchhu junlai uni danga bhayeko kahani ra uni udas bhayeko kuraharu hamro jivanko tukraharu tara uni ahile maun chin laaamo lagna thalyo din pani ra ajhai laamo chha raat mero sano apamaanjanak baat le dukhayo unko chitta unko chitra pani bolna chodyo ra dukhyo mero man jaba unko hasho nai thiyo mero dhan maile unko man dukhaye ra unko maunatama aafno pida paaye yadi mero chittanai yeti dukhyo bhane unko chitta kati dukhyo hola bhanne jaba chaal paye dherai chot khaye ra kasam khaye ki uno man dukhaune chhuina kahilei matra euta mauka paaye bhane feri tyo galti dohoryaune chhuina unko maunata lyaune chhuina #batman (well this event was a around a week or two ago. I misbehaved and she was hurt. We almost stopped talking. It was my fault and I swore on my  grandpa’s grave that I won’t repeat t

I was alone, oh! So alone everything I cared about was gone like a person who’d lost his home facing the huge storm, all alone but then she came and showed me light she gave me a reason to fight for what’s right with all my might and hold tight and widen my sight to see the faintest ray of hope she taught me to walk on the tiniest of rope taught me not to mope around and not to loathe life but to see the best of it, to clean my own shit and rebuild myself bit by bit and how to take a hit so I’m trying to do the same that she did to me. lame? it might seem so but I amnot doing this for fame but just to bring the smile when somebody remembers my name she has made me see that he who only sees darkness can be someone’s light and I’m continuing her legacy… #iku_iku (well she was the one who tried to pull me into the light at first but some shits happened and she failed but she tried again after a year but by then I was already far too gone to bring back  yet she ke