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“What was it? that made me say Oh shit! whom did I kiss? that tore me to bits what was that event? what sent me to the depths of despair a despair that I can’t share what made me stare? ; a loss of someone I care? just what was it? that made me need my medicine kit?” at the roof-top in the middle of the night with no soul in sight smokes a man with no delight cramped feelings, torn emotions but he expresses them through motions of his wrist and by banging his fist but what was the trigger? that made him this a monster among man… #obscure_halo (it literally took me 30 mins to type this shit and it’s taking even more to upload it here. Some event that I can’t recall today made me… well her explode. I’m barely maintaining control over my own body and I’m wondering what was that trigger? Was it the psychiatrist visit???or the meet with #promise??? Or the talk with #batman??? Or something else???. Blurry vision, beeping ears and shaking hand with an upset stomach.  T