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new ray of hope

then you came
yet i still remain the same
your name
meant more than any fame
still why can't i change
why do i want to avenge
my own crime
the time
changes a lot of things
and so it did
 i wanted to be your support
you always saw my chaos
so i did, at least i tried my best
to take you out from your own hell
then you became so special
that i didn't wanna loose you
guess you thought about that too
that's why you became my support
you deported
my loneliness and became so dear
so i fear
loosing you...
-yakaa: jujaa

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