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never felt like this
it's like waiting for a kiss
and that hiss
from someone trying to diss
out to you, damn it made me angry
i just couldn't see
what he said to me
about you, that we were not meant to be
but you know that as well as i do
that we love each other too
so boo-hoo
to all those haters, go shoo
i don't need any of you
to do what i need to do
that is to show
my love and go
somewhere where we can call home
even if its just an ice dome
i'ma comb
it with our love
so all i need is you
to have a perfect view
of this world
you are all above
my world
-yakaa: jujaa
#topda(requested by this idiot)
#promise(inspired by this idiot 😑😑😑)

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Unknown said…
well keep it up dear friend
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