tired

i'm weak, weaker than the most
but the one thing i have is hope
and the will to fight
for what's right
but now i need rest
from my self, i'm my own pest
the battle inside my head is growing
in the night it's sowing
seeds of chaos
which in the end goes
to become a demon itself
i'm loosing time, i have no help
in this war against myself
and yet i can't even yelp
in pain cause no one knows
what's going inside my head
the medications that's said
to help me has failed
and my sanity's ship has long sailed
and is going beyond my sight
yet i fight
but for now, i need rest
good bye world for now
but i vow
to return again
but for now let me submit to the pain
of helplessness
-yakaa: jujaa
(i vomitted just before. the stress was too much for me. i will be back stronger but i need to rest...)