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once

socially isolated
mentally debated
that's what i was
loneliness was the cause
and that stage lasted for years
and i'd shed many tears
during that time
but i changed
i trained
my mind to fight
to survive in this game called life
now i have friends
even though they're a bit insane
so i try to enjoy
i ain't that boy
who used to be depressed
and suppressed
but yea! that part still exists
to some extent, it still visits
me time and again
that feeling of pain
(i have no idea why the hell i wrote this one. it just came to me as suddenly as i felt that stinging feeling.)\
-yakaa: jujaa:

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