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caged beast

"i'm gonna destroy you
and ruin everything you do"
it says
as i lay
on bed at night
with sleep nowhere in sight
"just let me out
and i'ma shout
till your lungs explode
you know i'll only grow
the more you cage me"
says my another personnality
the one that destroys everything
the one that's not a human being
but a monster inside my head
scarier than the one under my bed
and so i fight with it
loosing the battle bit by bit
as my resolve wears out
and as my judgement clouds
the monster just grows stronger
it's a wonder
that i've kept it caged so long
i guess i must be pretty strong
myself but as i grow weak
at night, it seeks
to break the luck
and mess the fuck
out of my life
but i will control it with all my might
till my last ounce
of energy
fades...
#caging_roy_day_4
-yakaa: jujaa:

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