not enough

I'm not afraid
of all those shapes
that i see in the dark,
not afraid of the dog that barks
but i feel too much every emotions such as
anger, happiness, calmness and sad-
ness, too much to bear
and that tears
me apart everyday
and i might say
that I'm strong, THAT I am
but not enough to stand
tall before myself,
i still need some help
to relieve myself of those feelings
like steeling
them and caging them for a while,
like a temporary stoic style
but seeing some people
makes me wanna break my facade;
that i am strong like an adamantium car
but I'm not...
not enough...
(just had a debate with #promise last night about this topic)
-yakaa: jujaa: