the reminiscence

it's been months since we last met
and I'm still waiting for a date
for our next meet
for that time when I'll kiss
your forehead, your lips
and call dibs
on your hug
but it hurts
now that i can't see you, first
of all i wanna hear
your voice and share
all of my pain with you
and i know that you do too
but for now all i have is pain
of that empty place, no gain
in our heart
and a hope for that time
when we unload our cart 
inside our heart and shine
brightly but i have something else to deal with
while i try to sit
a voice thrives in our memories
it grows and grows
till i throw
up; my stomach empty
and my heart's full of tears; not the same thing
but it exists, so i try to suppress  
our beautiful memories but I'll care
for them
our beautiful memories
(missing #promise + growth of #obscure_halo)
#promise
#obscure_halo
-yakaa: jujaa: