limit

yes i can't cry
so why do my
memories want me to do
exactly that so
much so that i break down
like a fucking clown
with a sad face 
and let's just rest this case
of emotional pain here
and begin another one
of physical pain and then some
it attacks me from outa nowhere
and as i stare
into the abyss
i remember that painful kiss
from the pain itself
now we're talking about double attack 
now just hault
for a second and make it a triple one
every good feeling gone
and i'm left with nowhere to go
no pain-killer slows
 the pain down
but a little piece of sanity found
in those small words
#promise
(back pain)
-yakaa: jujaa: