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As I pass by
the crowds, I wonder who am I
to them?
I know it’s a lame
question to ask
but I do bask
in the eyesight of some
be it for a few numb-
ing moments
do I dent
their question and I ask again
do they have the same
questions like “who is he?”
Or do they just let it be
“what’s his story?”
“Is he feeling the same thing as me?”
“What are his problems?”
“Does he like plums?”
I often wonder
and plunder
do they see those questions
and do they feel my depression
or do they see my happy moments
as I fence
with those same questions
as I receive random suggestions.
one question pops into my mind though
what question goes
through the minds of random people who see me???
-yakaa: jujaa
#dotts



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