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meh!!!

You said you want them all
So how can i let you fall?
I will see to it
That you will get
Everything you desire
Cause you inspire
Me, you add the fuel to my fire
Despite me being a liar
And you say you want him back.
I will see to it even though it may crack
My heart into millions of pieces
The case ain’t so different from mine one
I still want her back, but they are gone
But some parts pf us still want them
Although we are not in relation but you still feel like home
And i know that once you go to him
You’ll never come back, the chances are slim
That he’ll ever let you meet me
But your name’s etched in the sands of dee
For me
Even though you’ll be gone, i’ll make sure that you can come back to see
This idiotic face...
#ted(well c wants both of us. N knowing him he just can’t stand me n i can’t stand him . but if he is what c wants i’ll make sure that those two get reunited even if it means that it’ll kill my happiness)
#promise (i haven’t forgotten her n some parts of me still wants her)
-yakaa: jujaan

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