escape

the filthy crowd in the street
and I am the only freak
having streak
of attacks and counting every leaf
that falls from every branch
and i dance
to the music in my earphones
desperately trying to go to my home
but i can't
and i dance
again to the numbing feelings
trying to remember the person i zinged
with trying to call them
so that things will go the same
way i want them to
i feel like caged in the zoo
too much people and no escape
the sanity has left
but i can't cause i have plans
-yakaa:jujaa