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bliss

He is sad beyond measure
yet he creates memory that he can treasure.
he has a few friends he can call his own
but despite that he feels all alone,
some broken ships too hard to mend…
some attacks too hard to fend-
off and some messages too broken to send
he is happy sad hence
cause everything is going smoothly for him
yet he thinks a lot in dim
lights at night alone in his room
talking to a broom
as if that broom is a person in and on itself
he is dying, he needs some help
cause he has too many feelings bottled up inside
bad thing is that he can’t even cry
to let them out, those feelings,
and let a touch of healing
hand touch him and fix
those broken emotions of his
and he is desperately waiting for a moment of bliss
a moment of peace…
#promise
#pinch_of_hope
#chi_chu
#iku_iku
#khyampwa
#dhowmpwa
#PAD
#batman
#P_L
#awari
#nununu
#tox
-yakaa_jujaan

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