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Aometimes i can’t express
My excel-
Ing emotions, i can’t speak
My peak-
Ing emotions
I’m just left emotionless

I try to express them
Through words, though not the same
Cause they are written
And not smitten
By expressions
I’m just left expressionless

Although i write in poetris
And unseen stories
They hold the most truth
The hold the most brute
Strength
I’m just left breathless

Every word i write
Every vocal expression i despise
And despite not showing any reaction
If someone shows attraction
Towards me
I’m just left speechless

Cause i know how damaged i am
I’m insane but bam!
If someone still cares for me
I’ll see
That they are cared for in return

-yakaa: jujaan

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