Skip to main content

crazy writer


Not a sharp tool I am
but I don’t give a damn
call me unhinged, broken or weird
I’m the kinda guy your mom feared
that you would turn out to be
cause I thrive in insanity
too different to be included in a mediocre society
the one who has dived deep into the sea
the one who is the sole survivor in the city
of grayscale and monochrome life
the only one who strives
now to see the color
the one who doesn’t care much about dollars
the man who rhymes and writes
the man whose crime still fights
among themselves, yea all I need is a pen and a paper
just to sit and write and savor
the curves and lines that he makes
writing about the hates an eyes he takes
from this stereotypical world
the man who has sold
his soul to the devil
the man who no longer needs T.V cable
cause the devil has already made a sweet deal with him
a short life for freedom it seems
so he- I enjoy this freedom of words
where I can write and blurt
as much as I want to cause I’ve
lived a thousand lives
in each character that cries
in each character that laughs
be it elves or dwarves
I live in my creations
I’ve ruled a thousand nations
 I am a survivor, a fighter
but the world just sees me as a crazy writer…
(that’s just who I am. Give me some tea, some smokes, a copy and a pen and I can sit on my ass the whole day just writing and thinking and talking to myself)
-yakaa: jujaan

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

udharo

Dinko pachhisau ghantama Madhyaraatko maunatama Uthirahekochhu baula ma Kalam adhkai sirtko baulama Lekhirahekochhuneuta mantabya Thekaan chhaina gantabyako Tara feri tyehi ghumti herna manchha । Ho mero manle tyehi bhanchha Tara tyo kura sambhav chhaina Kinaki tyo ghumti yo duniya mai rahena। Unko mukh ko tyo ghumti Gaayab hunthiyo jaba uni runthi Sala ruwaerai gayo malai Unko antim bhanai Ajhaisamma yaad chha Yaad chha malai unko antim shabda haru Jaba chodi gayo stabda Tara unko gantabya nai mero saar bhayo Unko antim muskaan euta bhaar bhayo । Euta udharo chodera gayin mama Tara sakeko chhuina tyo udhaaro tirna Tyesaile chhyamamagdai chhu ra khojdai chhu ujyalo paatoma chhirna Tara mata khairo yoddha hun Adhyaro yoddha lai ujyalo dekhaune chhu Tara afu ujyaloma jadina Ra euta kasam khadai ma Bhanchhu ki unko udhaaro tirne chhu... #the_25th_hour #simu -yakaa jujaan

fight my own idiocy

Well not a suprise that i’m dumb And i am to some extent numb to my own thoughts Numb to all those frauds That is happening around the world Numb to all those twirls And turns and this and that Numb to all those fat Lies amd fake promises Nothing to give, nothing to take And i’ve come to realize That the reality that i despise Is the one where i live in I have been To both dark and bright places And seen both pretty and ugly faces So i am an idiot Like an apricot Dog that sees itself in grayscale What sees is its reality only it can tell So i need to rise up from my idiocy And i needd to see The world for what it is Rather than living in my own world Which is very small I need to make a goal And fight my faults I need to fight my idiocy And dive into this deep sea Called reality... -yakaa: jujaan

A maniac in blood

Guess who is back, back again Yes I'm still that mad man, still insane And yes, fuck, I'm still covered with the same blood stains That I got back when I ripped the brains off as soon as I busted his skull But now I'm back, and fuck, you can't even block  my way cuz you are all tied up, stuck in a chair with super strong adhesive as I dance away Watching me dance, two bodies dead lay beside my bead On yes, you are scared You saw what I did to them Peeled their skin as they were stuck to the wooden frame Just like how you are- but don't worry, I am not so lame To do those same things to you, I got a new game Wanna listen to how I will blow your brains? Shit, that was supposed to be the final dish but fuck it, I'll say Have you ever wondered how long Can you survive eating yourself? Well, I have, and I'm gonna try that  with you cuz I'll feed you yourself - cut off your fat burn it to seal your wound, as you gasp  for air, but nope, your mouth will be stuf...