fools crown

you don't see it do you?
just cause he hides it all too
well for you to see

"well every fucking thing's bothering me"

you see just a glimpse not the extreme

no one knows that his reality is like a fleeting dream

with him loosing the grasp

he feels like he's stuck in a trap

all the black flames unextinguishable

that urge to hang himself using a cheap cable

those feelings too uncertain to be labled

to him happiness sounds like a fable

that he once heard eons ago

all he feels is rage and sorrow

some may catch a glimpse of it

but no one knows that it tears him everyday bit by bit

ya'll know that his sanity is long gone

and think that his insanity is just him seeking for attention

but do you know hoe he's hiding it?
NO!

he cries every night like a little bitch

he fights within himself, the anger the pain

the tears and the frustration that he's gracefully restrained

breaks him from the inside

and slowly he is losing his will to survive

but all you see is his craziness

all you see that he is a nut-case

and some even think that he is a attention seeker

no one knows why his speech is slurred

and that his vision is blurred

and that he always uses curse

words on himself

he needs some immediate help

nothing is wrong with his life

and yet he struggles just to survive

his mind plays tricks on him

and somehow it seems

he is ready to die by a falling beam

on don't get me wrong, his life is perfect

except for a fact known too less

that he is on the verge of breaking down

that he is always hiding his frown

and wearing a fools crown...

(for all those who have mental disorders... hats off to you guys for surviving this long.)

-yakaa: jujaan