In between

i am here... i was here....

i feel u dear

but those friendly glares

have somewhat turned to a nightmare

n now i fear

those stares

wanna be alone but i still care

n some people i still want to be by my side

but i just wanna hide

from the rest... no will to fight

i don't see no light

ahead n have no will to fight

n i soo wana be gone

from the memories, not alone

but isolated n on the run

ain't got no fun

n i might as well be a stone

prone to everything yet sensitive as hell

n i wanna yell

n.yelp for help

but i hsve to be the strong one

n for the sins i must atone....

-Yakaa: Jujaan

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bad day

he's shaking now everybody's wondering how well how about him wanting to shout that he is stressed the darkness has carassed his forehead and given him the dark kiss he's vomited twice and has a loose shit and he's being torn apart bit by bit his anxiety's more than just waist deep his WiFi's dead so no distractions and his stomach's been upturned by constant contractions yet he fights yet he writes till he sees tomorrow's light keeping a little bit of hope in sight but he can't contact his love and he is worried cause he has to shove more pills into his throat no more load he says yet sleep's not on its way it's been one of the worst days and on the floor he lays under the dark sky believing his own lies knowing that he is weak but still believing that he is growing stronger with each passing breakdowns -yakss: jujaa (i actually wrote this poem about a week earlier but as i already said, no WiFi to upload. it w...

switch over please

my palms sweat like i've lost a bet and my body shivers and my left hand quivers short breaths and a sharp headache but it all begins with the most simplest of things like a stammer of words, like noticing the quirks but the most irritating thing is the soft voice that sings the lullaby of my own demise, add blurry eyes to the list and that kiss of my demise begins to start leaving me asking questions like "what the hell am i supposed to do?" so i switch over whenever i can #criss(the switch over part) (#promise...don't worry this shit is a part of me) -yakaa: jujaa:

reality check

I woke up The time had stopped But suddenly it started flowing The sun started glowing More than usual And the brutal Reality hit me hard I am dumb not smart I am lost I am a ghost Of my past self But just thinking won’t help Me, i gotta move And swing to the groove That i am put in Even if it means dealing With the shits That is beat Into my head Cause that’s reality I am just a puppet of my thoughts I am just creating a fuss By just going with them I need to see The harsh reality I need to know That there is place for me to grow A million possibilities Both positive and negetive A million breeze A million outcomes to concieve And i need to realize that... -yakaa: jujaan

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