unsure of what i am
wether reality is just a scam
of my mind; an illusion
and I'm living in a delusion
or is the reality this chaotic
that most people are just a sick
bunch of neurons trying desperately to just survive
working together just to support life
and i found beauty in simplicity
beauty in naivety
and in this sea
of atrocity
I exist: numb and emotional
a paradox and hypocritical
a manic of an existance
nothing more than a coctail of chemical substance
streaming shitty thoughts
of the people I've lost
of those internal battles fought
of the rare happinesd once sought
yea! I must be delusional
so who is me by default?
a lover? a cool
kid or just a fool
FUCK! My sanity is about to slip
forever into the Erebus pit
bit I'll hold on to it as long as I can
still this will be my last stand
-yakaa: jujaan
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