Truth or false?
nobody knows, but these words has only known how to repulse
people, well attract some as well
and those who are attracted are the ones who have truly felt
the feelings behind these words
they do know that despite the curse
along with the false
hopes i grant, these alpha seeks to destroy the false walls
they seek to build despite building a false wall around myself
despite diving deep into the well
of realism the writer is somehow unable to call directly for help
but just writes these words which are hard felt
'the world is trash and trash I am
if am to be included in this world, won't build no dam
my world is already as cramped
as cramped can be, and if needed i will be, a sacrificial lamb
which i am just not willing to be
and yes, my words are the very essence of hypocrisy
But what do you even expect? some well being?
no you won't find that here, you can see through the all seeing
eye of the "god" or the "devil" you see
they both are in me
in this false prophecy
that I am making
"it will be all well"
well that's what I keep telling myself cause it was what I felt
back when I first knelt
to bow down to the all seeing hell
yet there still is some hope but for that i have to be
the demon that i never want to be
the one thing that is borderline insanity
and the one thing that doesn't need to be unleashed
well this is what goes on through the mind
of any person who is not logically blind
but somehow this piece of comfort
finds that person and makes it, one of their kind
I just hope that I won't be like them
a pack of sheep, to be presented in a frame
yes I am borderline insane, and yes I am lame
But what proof do you have? you can't just frame
me and say that I am clinically insane
"don't listen to this madman" they will say
but at the end of the day
I realize it too, as I lay in bed
I am sane but still insane
out of the norm
oddly out of form
a perfect storm
a beautiful jewel but hastily thrown....'
-Yakaa: Jujaan
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