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few days

after a long time you were the first one
to touch my soul and spawn
those feelings that had long gone
and left me without a place to call home
but you came
in my lame 
life, at the same 
time i was about to loose in this game
called life and die
believe me I've tried
many times but I've barely survived
and i dived in your love
you became my all above
to me, my world
revolved
around you
but now you were gone again
and i would never be the same
and i know that you'd return
in a short term
of days but i couldn't just say
that I'd be fine without you
cause our memories haunt me
and that's all i could be
and aimless life form
#promise
-yakaa: jujaa

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