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meet

an unexpected meet
on cold night seat
some sharing
and a lot of caring
that's what tonight was all about
damn i wanted to shout
to all those troubling you
but i have no right to do
so, so i caged all my feelings
there were a lot of things
i wanted to say
but i knew it'd just ruin the day
or let's say night
so i kept quiet
but damn i was so happy
like that game called flappy
bird,
i wish i had a sword
to cut the time
and make it last for eternity
#promise
(actually i had written this some 3 days ago but i just was plain busy with my other works. i had met #promise after more than a month. and well i was happy. i tried to make her smile, i succeed, i failed both at the same time. i know right it's messed.)
#caging_roy_day_9
(it's the one thing that's been bugging me. that sack of shit roy just won't shut up.)
-yakaa: jujaa:

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