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stars

like a light amidst
like a kiss in the abyss
it shines
and unwinds me
when i look at the night sky 
i remember all my lies
and all i see is darkness
and my lies hisses
at me
but i often wonder
and plunder
my emotions and think
what would we see
when we look at the sky
together, would we despise
it; the darkness, or see
that faint light if the star
and kiss each others scars
can we look at them together?
will we look at them together
in the future?
i wanna know
what the stars hold for us
and i know that we might even bite the dust
and be separated by that time
and i have been separated with many
people; those who gave me any 
and all hope
but one thing i know
that all the bravery i show
are because of them who are lost
those who gave me false
promise o staying together
so i said" later
we will one day be commected
through the stars" yea that's what i said
to then and i will say the same to you
#promise
#pinch_of_hope
#chi_chu
#iku_iku
#PAD
#khyampwa

#dhowmpwa
#felicity
#halo
#motu
#annegrace
#esperanza
#maate
-yakaa: jujaa:

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