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april

“maybe we’ll be more than friends someday”
Or so she said
And then she just left
With a beautifull gift
Her memories
The one that sprang up a tree
Of hope
But it’s hard to cope
With her loss
But i did; like a boss
It’s been quite some time
Since i began to rhyme
But now i’m rhyming in her memory
Forever written in the sands of dee
She is missed
And her memory kissed
Everyday and i dust and guard them
Everyday cuz life just ain’t the same
Without her
Those incomplete sketches that she made
Those suggestions well said
Where will i find someone like her???
She is after all gone
Gone in the month of april
With a lie so sweet
“let’s meet again soon shall we???”
But it’s been
Years and years
And tears
Swell up as i read our old chats
The fact
That she’s dead doesn’t help
I can still hear her yelp
When she made a mistake
In her sketch
“you are missed my dear”
That i wanna say
Before i go to bed
Everynight
#simu(it’s been 3 years since i last saw her...3 years since her death n uet i still hear her voice. I miss her a hell lot. I can still hear her last words to me...”maybe we’ll be more than friends someday...no m sure we’ll be more than friends someday. Teach me well will you??? I’m gonna be busy for a while but lets meet again soon shall we???” well i’m still waiting to meet u again. I’m still waiting for you to come up to me n tell me  “namaste granny”)
-yakaa: jujaa

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