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the smile


of course I get happy
even when she cracks crappy
jokes, when she brings out her smile
I smile even though we are miles
apart, well not literally
but those bitterly
feelings makes me feel like
we really are
how I wish I had a bike
or a car
so that I could drive anytime
to see your smile
and I make fun of myself
trying to look like an idiot in need of help
yelping like a dog
whose been hog-
tied to a pole
and even if I am sore
In my mind
your kind
smile saves me from myself
#batman(her smile… makes me wanna smile myself and I do even though most of it is fake…she makes me wanna be strong…stronger than I am right now. One of the most influential person in my life)
-yakaa: jujaa

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