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registaan mein baraf


Tum toh gaye par yaad baaki hai
Aajkal toh bas tumhari awaj hi kaafi hai
Tumhari chehera aisi yaad aati hai
Mere aakho ke saamne
Jaise ki kohi khwaab ho
Kohi khana jaise laajawab ho
Tomhari bak bak karne ki aadat
Tumhari wo ibadat
Kaene ki tariko ki yaad Hai abhi bhi mujhe
Kaise bhulao tumhe
Jabki tumne mujhe wo dardnaak lamho
Mein hasna sikaya
Ab hasta hu mein chahe gum ho
Ya khushi par tumne mujhe rulaya
Duniya chodke jaane ki jarurat nahi thi
Ab pawon kaise tumhe??? Chahe kahi bhi
Jaakar dhudoon nahi paasakta
Par tumhe is aaahik se kya waasta
Tum toh gaye ho aaamaan ki taraf
Aur mein yaha hu registaan mein baraf
Ko dhoodta huwa
#simu
(my first attempt at a hindi poem)
-yakaa: jujaan

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