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reality check

I woke up
The time had stopped
But suddenly it started flowing
The sun started glowing
More than usual
And the brutal
Reality hit me hard
I am dumb not smart
I am lost
I am a ghost
Of my past self
But just thinking won’t help
Me,  i gotta move
And swing to the groove
That i am put in
Even if it means dealing
With the shits
That is beat
Into my head
Cause that’s reality
I am just a puppet of my thoughts
I am just creating a fuss
By just going with them
I need to see
The harsh reality
I need to know
That there is place for me to grow
A million possibilities
Both positive and negetive
A million breeze
A million outcomes to concieve
And i need to realize that...
-yakaa: jujaan

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Beep-ish said…
im guessin this took a lot lesser time to write up
January 27, 2019 at 6:34 AM
yakaa: jujaa said…
yup bro. how did ya figure?????
January 27, 2019 at 10:50 AM
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