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lone valkyire

I'm not normal
is it okay?
I'm not formal
is it okay?
i just can't fit in
i just take a token
of love from the hate
i just take a token
of reorganization from all the ignorance

maybe i wa born this way
or maybe i wasn't
i hate everybody, it's a bad day
or maybe it wasn't
i try to fit in again
but i just can't
i just try to feel the love
but i just can't
or maybe i can but i just don't respond

should i cease to exist?
like i was never born
should i forget to try to fit in?
like i was never born
I'm happy in my own world
however small it may be
I'm happy to feel the love
however small it may be
but just stop forcing me into your way

in this small world I'm safe
like a cat in a box
in this small space i lay
like a cat in a box
I am an outsider, let me be
just the way i am
i consider your thoughts but let me be
just the way i am
i may not fit in but  at least I'm home here

i am a creator of my own world
just take a peek
i can handle every swirls
just take a peek
i create happiness you so desperately seek
in my own fluffy place
i can do it for I'm not meak
in my own fluffy place
here i am the dragon slayer, the valkyire

i am the Valkyrie, the warrior from the north
I'm strong
i am the Anubis, the god all above
i am strong
despite being called anti-social i am social
i just have a different taste
my life is not drama filled or comical
i just have a different taste
is loving quietness a crime?

let me conclude here
I am an introvert
stop giving me the stare
i am an introvert
my circle is small
so what?
i build up walls
so what?
i am an introvert, glad and proud
-yakaa: jujaan
 

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