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Impossible! i said
but i had to let
my heart take a look at her
and suddenly my sense went dull
i jolted back to the present
and i thought it was never meant
to happen; was just a dream
i cleched my jaw; stopped the scream
that place-that moment
that glow-that faint scent
of hers that'll remain
in my heart, forever it will stain
i could've said please don't leave
but even after years i can't still believe
that she was gone; gone into dust
and in my heart the metalic rust
has covered it to the brim
well after all it was just a dream
and i guess i realize it now
i have to accept that fact somehow
the fact that she has already died a while back
but her departure has left a huge crack
a cracdk that shoots right across as a slap
reminding me "we always want what we cannot have"
#seraphin (this is an encient # of  a person who is usually mentioned here so.... meh! figure it out)
-Yakaa: Jujaan

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